Why must I have a heart and feel such things as pain and guilt? Why is it that even when you know you are doing the right thing it hurts to do it? I am coming home to the most wonderful person I've ever been blessed to have in my life. My knight in shining armor, my reason for existing, the one who knocked down every wall of resistance I had.
I've not had anyone in my life make me want to be close. Sure I've been in relationships, but none came anywhere close to being a real love as I feel with @Lorac. I've always kept a part of me hidden and away from people. I've always kept my feelings unknown even with those who were close. But... with him... I'm naked. And I love it!
It wasn't always that way. Being this open and vulnerable has taken time and patience. I'm lucky he loved me enough to stick with me. He makes me comfortable. He makes me safe. He shows me daily that I'm loved and worth it. I'm his queen and he's very much my king.