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ATTN: ON SEPT 2ND LORAC WILL BE GOING ON A TEMPORARY LEAVE FOR A BIT OF LONG NEEDED REST AND RELAXATION WITH TALYIA IN REAL LIFE.
DO NOT WORRY EVERYTHING IS FINE WE WILL BE BACK
WHEN WE RETURN. 

 

Entry 3: I don't get it

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Lorac

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I have always told those I care about they are forgiven before they ever fuck up.
It is called love. 
More so Unconditional Love.
When I say something you generally can take it to the bank as fact!
And yet it goes in some peoples ears and out the other.

I put myself out there for those who really matter to me.
Almost like being naked for the world.
No armor No Protection.
And I really trust those people.
But then it is like some of them decide to take it for granted and take that as a weakness.
Sometimes I think I am foolish to believe all that is said to me in the moment by some.
Why would someone actually want me to be a dad?
Really?
What makes me so special?
Why me?
But then in the heat of a moment they take it all back.
Like a knife in the heart that is.

This will pass just like time.
And she is forgiven before the words left her mouth.
It still does not remove the bitter taste left behind.
Almost like a snakes venom it strikes at the heart.

And yet they want to hurt them self to make be feel better?
How does that fix things?
What does that ever fix?

Anyways there is my confusion.

And with that I will close for now.
Broken hearted and exposed,
Me

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